Now he stopped staring at my face and looked down at I’m a little high maintenance shirt outstretched hand with my paperwork in it. He stayed like that for about 10 very tense seconds. Then he put my ID holder into my hand with the rest of the paperwork and said “Go two more blocks, take a right, follow that road to the next stop light and take a left, that will take you straight to the base.” Then he turned and walked back to his car. I was left alone for months at a time locked in a place without a phone or barely any food. I couldn’t even sit in the sun or feel it. When he finally did come back he wouldn’t hear it. I asked to go outside and ask if my job would let me work. No, wouldn’t listen. Say I am acting crazy. Make me do sexual activity and the entire time telling me lies about my body. That I am not right, something is wrong with me. I went to a doctor later crying asking if there was something they could do to help me. He told me look, you are perfectly fine. If not you are lucky for what you have, etc. He said why didn’t I look nice or sexy. I had no soap for my hair or normal things a young woman needs. Before that I was always social with a tight knit group of friends. We played bowling, pool, or darts during the week. Joined smaller leagues with busy people that had jobs. I was so sad wondering where they were. If they would come find me. If my dad and mom knew.